LuckyHaira

2011-01-25T00:58:00.013+08:00

Its been so long i've never update my blog. Well, i'm quite busy with my tumblr though. Precisely, i had a great time with my friends after so long we've never met. Friends are awesome but the problem i'm facing is Elfi Sufyan. Dude, like what your mum said, you deserve better right? So it means your mum think i'm not good enough for you. But i don't care whatever it is cause everything i did will always have a reason back there. Look since your mum think i'm leaving you for no reason please explains to her. I'm not as bad as you dude. Yes i know mum will always be there to support you but i don't think it's right when your mum is getting the wrong idea about me. Let me see, i gave you a lot of chances but you took it for granted. It's quite new though when you were trying to contact with such four girls and i think that was terrible enough for you to treat me like that. And since when can you blame on me? Did i do anything wrong? Like excuse me, i've tried my everything to make you happy but no one could see the good sign of me but all this while they thought i'm just the bitch whose's trying to dump someone son. Look me ain't trying to be rude. But i got to stand for my own right. I seriously don't think anyone is suppose to interfere the problems that i'm having with Elfi. Just let us settle it.

2010-12-02T22:17:00.004+08:00

Are you proud of yourself when you hurt my feelings when i just want you to keep your eyes lock on me, when i cried you can't handle me and you tend to hurt me just because i have feelings. All i want to hear was i love you. When i get jealous easily, you barely talk to other girls and you hide it away from me just so i couldn't be bitch about it. When all i want was you to commit. And when i thought you were faithful but you lied so i cld find out later and hurt even more. All i want was a guy i love the most to have only me. You hurt me when all i want was the best for you and now i'm hurt because you were selfish. I love you Elfi Sufyan :')

2010-10-12T08:24:00.002+08:00

Time will tell you what does it feel when you make someone relationship to fall. Get a life and stick to your boyfriend. Don't you know how does it feel when someone you love so much left you for no reason and it the end you got to know it's because of this girl which is faking to herself and trying to get more boys to text with. Are you happy now?? Do you really need me to type in your name. Girl, wake up and think further. You're making so much mess right now and ruin people happy life and why should i even care about my ex feelings when he still dares to text me. Ouh she's better than me? Time will tell aye. At least i stick to one. And i deserve better. About my dream that i had few days ago, wow. It did happen. I'm not surprised if it hurt so much because you don't have the package boy.

2010-10-11T13:35:00.003+08:00

I'm sick off all reasons that i get. Why would i want a guy whom doesn't want to care about my feelings. Why should i be clinging over someone whom doesn't appreciate what i gave. I don't deserve that kind of guy which let me wondering what is he doing. Whereby he was already asleep and not even telling me. And now especially his friends whom love to see him not to be with me, fuck you!! Why can't you let him be?? In the end he's the one who has to lead his own life. Whether or not i should say their name, it's okay. They aren't thinking much of people feelings. They couldn't understand their own best friend condition because they are single. Well, i've been with him for 8 months. Why now then you jerks have to make up a trouble. Who would want a guy which they could only be nice to us only for a few months. But after awhile they suck. I'm happy for now as he treated me this way because one day he deserve to know how it feel when someone is taking him for granted. Maybe i have to lose something to gain something. But losing him may be quite horrible for me. But though, i still have to be strong. I'm still young and i shouldn't have to be treated this way.

2010-09-25T10:09:00.002+08:00

I had no offense to upload this picture but i saw this in school. Seriously this wasn't my handwriting. This was when i was with him two years ago and i totally forget about him, seriously. But i don't know why but all those memories that got to do with him keep appearing in front of my eyes. I took this two days ago, haha. And don't wish to be mad at me but everyone left their memories aye. Alright thats it.

2010-09-12T14:19:00.002+08:00

How i wish i could change you to a better person. You've always expect me to tell you everything about my life. And when i did it, have you did that to me when i wanted to?? You were so selfish when we were sharing our problems. Seriously, i hate you. I know i deserve better but that was where i was getting sick and tired of you. I was hoping i could let you go because being in love wasn't what i want. It was what you want. Yes, i couldn't blame you about everything but you just don't get it. You told me to share everything about what i want or even i'm having a hard time. But will you listen?? Like seriously, i may be mean to you or anyone else. But you're just selfish. This is not i want in return but what i want was to be left alone. I can live my life without having a boyfriend. Because they are just a part time in my life.

2010-08-15T00:45:00.002+08:00

Is actually, it would hurt me if i had to leave you. There was so much reason why i had to do that. I've said sorry about what i've done to you and why are you still talking about the past?? Now i've realise you're not the guy which i always want. Now, you've showed me your true colour and who you really are. It's obvious that you don't appreciate me since we were together or even for now. It's going to be 6 months being with you and then why now you have to show who you really are? So it means what you've been pretending to be a good guy before we really got into a relationship? Maybe i'm being too harsh to you but i've said sorry. And though, you don't have to make me feel like how you feel because you had even hurt me before you get hurt. Well, i'm sorry once again.

17 ♥ is over.

2010-08-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

Hungry!! And i'm so bored. Waiting boyfriend to call me but he's busy for now. And yes, i haven't bath yet, so what. Haha. Going out with mum later on ^^ Hopefully i could buy something. Mum badly wants to go Grandma house and i have to follow her. And its at Tampines -___- Okay i forgot to update about Kelly birthday party. It was damn awesome. Most of us get wet. Having fun before taking our major exams. Most of us stayed at Kelly condo till the next day. Apparently i love those part whereby most of us were thrown inside the pool. Luckily i was thrown inside with boyfriend. And i didn't know who was the one that carries me and boyfriend while i was sitting on his lap. Okay, they are strong enough to carry both of us and throw in the pool. But i had fun, no regret. Smile!!

2010-08-02T19:25:00.004+08:00

Haha, excuse me!! I've got no time to post anything that is referring to you. I want peace and that it is. Don't you want it too?? For god sake, i have my own life living to the fullest. I have my own image to reflect who i am. Alright, enough of you. Basically, school sucks. Prelim is just next week. I'm so eager for it. And currently waiting for Syed to text me. He was asking me to teach him math. But yet i didn't get any message from him. If our plan were to be cancel please tell me earlier. I want to take a nap before i have to get back to study. Okay nah, plan is still on. Narahj and Hafizan is coming down too. Feeling like not going because suddenly i felt uncomfortable. Can i not go?? But Syed wanted me to teach him math. So how?? Even i'm still facing my computer.

2010-07-26T20:15:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling dead right now. Nothing much to do and i'm lazy to study this time round. I'm being stubborn now for not replying boyfriend message. And that's my problem. Please don't interfere. I know how to take care of my own boyfriend. He has too much words to be describe. So far he's being stupid.

Precisely, mum is pampering me a lot. She have been wasting all of her money on me. Since it's been so long i've never went out with her, and there it goes. I did buy new clothes and new hot stuffs! I love it a lot. Next i'm asking mum for new phone and bag :)) And thanks to her. She's been pampering me because i'm the only daughter that she can depend on. Well, Malay and English 'N' Level oral is done. So far, I did well in Malay but not English.

2010-07-16T23:53:00.006+08:00

Random picture :))

It's been so long i've never update my blog. I've been busy studying and sleeping at home. Life been miserably the same but what had happen through all those conflict, i really don't want to interfere it. I should probably said i was just helping to give some advice. Yes, i know there was no link between me and them. But i should also feel the same way even there weren't close to me. Precisely, at least understand people feelings. And about those conflict i hope friends won't be mad as i wasn't on anyone side but i was trying to spare some thoughts for them.

As for tomorrow, i'm having tuition at 10am till 12noon. Honestly saying, i'm lazy to attend. But 'N' level is just around the corner. And after it, planning to catch movie with girlfriends. And proceed to watch some activities. Not to forget, last Sunday went to watch Satrio perform at Kampung Melayu. I miss them so much. Kart was sitting next to me and when Mick and Usop came to me asking me to feed them banana since dorang tga main mabuk. Kart quickly vanished and told me she was scared. Relax la kart, kau kelaka uh. Kart told me that Mick and Usop was very manje. Yes, i've known them for so long and dorang memang manje. Obviously, i've quit Kude Kepang and stuff because i wanted to concentrate on my important part of my life. Whereas i miss Satrio so much. But still i have to move on.

Life isn't fair, why do i have to get this sickness that i wasn't suppose to get. I'm tired enduring with those pain that i had for the past few days. Mum asked me to seek for doctor but i resist. Precisely, i'm scared with those comments that will be given by them. My sickness is getting worse as i ignore it and let it be. I'm tired of crying everyday thinking how far can i endure this pain. But i was just accepting the fact on what i'm going through. No one is perfect. And hopefully i can recover :((

Happy 5th month anniversary.
ILOVEYOU!!

2010-07-11T00:23:00.003+08:00

I don't quite understand our relationship. But that's not important to me. The best thing that i love about us is we learn form our mistake and when comes to our good mood. We became too kind to each other and that is what i like about us. And at last he treat me to watch Eclipse. Thanks hunn. I enjoy it a lot. And i hope you enjoy it too. Seriously i adore Nikki Reed and Kellan Lutz. They look so sweet in the movie and i like them too. Alright, that's all for today. I have to go now, boyfriend wanting me going to bed.

2010-07-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

Its weird. You know what, im sick and tired of your reason that you kept giving me even though i'm not to sure whether is it true or not. I have to trust you because that is what you want from me. I always have to listen to what you were trying to say or even if we are arguing over something. You are no use of a boyfriend when you want me to tell every single detail problems that i'm having. But what you always did was ignore it and never even tried to explain it to me what was really right. You always show your sympathy to me when i wanted a separate ways when you did something wrong. Now, i've seen myself that i've changed just because of you. You kept telling me that you don't want me to do this and that and after i did everything that you asked, you don't even appreciate it. Yes you told me this was your first time being in love with someone but let me tell you. This was my first time keeping every single pain that i had. You were so different from the others. You never even called me, asked for a meet or even realise your own mistake. Yes you can see me happily enjoy my day but you don't even know what was really i'm going through.

2010-07-03T15:09:00.004+08:00

Nothing much to post. Stay home Saturday. I'm so bored right now. Elfi Sufyan is meeting me later. But not sure what time will it be. I can't wait to meet him as i'm freaking bored at home. Proceed to tomorrow, friends and i will be going to Toa payoh to support our school Yescom. I'll be going with whoever will it be. Nothing is plan yet. And i didn't know what to wear. Yes, Monday is not schooling. So i have extra day to finish up my homework, i think. Yesterday Kart got a new Hello Kitty umbrella. It was hilarious to get that umbrella for her. Next time kan korang, nk jadi jahat jgn biar kan aku sorang. Nk jahat, jahat sekali. Hahaha, i love you girls.

2010-07-01T16:52:00.003+08:00

I was absent from school today with this lady above. I told mum in the morning i was lazy to attend school and she ignore me then i headed back to sleep. And now i'm alone at home again. Not going anywhere, maybe. Yi chou wanted to meet but i said later. Tomorrow having Ncc day training. Hoping i won't be lazy to attend. Precisely, today is 1st July and there's another 5 days to go for N Level oral. I'm still not ready for it. And i can't believe its N Level oral for real. I hope i can do it my very best and good luck to the others. But its pathetic when the N Level oral will be list up following by alphabet. And my name start with alphabet 'N'. How pathetic it is i have to wait for so long.

Today Eclipse is out and Elfi Sufyan was asking me when do i want to catch that movie. But i told him i change my plan not to catch that movie and he was asking why but i was lazy to tell. He should probably know why, based on the quarreling that we had two days ago. But actually i really wanted to watch that movie but maybe not with Elfi Sufyan because he told Syafiq he was not interested in any twilight movie. And i'm glad Syafiq told me that. So apparently i wanted to watch with someone that is interested and sincerely to catch that movie with me.

2010-06-29T17:21:00.004+08:00

It really hurt a lot when someone we love lied to us and also didn't tell us the truth what he's doing. He told me he was sleeping in the first place when i text him and he didn't even reply and it was okay to me. And i thought i could trust him. And secondly, i find out he was surfing the net when he told me he wanted to go to sleep. And find out something fishy. I really hate to find out something by myself. I prefer someone telling me the truth rather than i find the truth all by myself. I don't understand why must he to lied to me when actually he know i won't be mad if he's telling me the truth. I can't even count how many times have he lied to me and also saying sorry. But it's okay if he would want to continue being like this. I couldn't be bother anymore. Why should i care if he is not. I still have a long journey to go. If he want to leave, then leave. It's better for me because he won't be able to hurt me much more. I'm not saying that he's not a good boyfriend. But he have an attitude to change that he's been telling me that he wanted to be a better person. But where does all those words go?? Action speaks louder than words hunn.

2010-06-22T13:48:00.005+08:00

I want this please!!

I miss this guy.

I'm totally bored at home again. No accompany for this time round because boyfriend is working. Apparently alone and feeling dead. Yesterday i told my mum i wanted to get Blackberry phone pink in colour and i was glad she told me unless i pass my N-Level then she'll get me the Blackberry phone. I swear i'm craving for that Blackberry. I'm wishing that i could pass my N-Level. Seriously i'm bored and i don't understand why i'm updating my blog everyday. Okay precisely because i'm alone at home and i can't keep my eyes off on my computer. Now i'm missing my Satrio mates badly. My Satrio mate update me that 11July they'll performing at Geylang. Not so sure about the place. But too bad i'm out Satrio already. I probably miss those tarian and playing gamilan.

2010-06-21T13:20:00.009+08:00

I ♥ Hayley Williams.

I'm bored and i'm stuck at home alone. Not going anywhere. But planning to finish up my homework, probably. Boyfriend is busy with work. Pity him. Currently, i didn't update anything about my outing with girlfriends and schoolmates. I really used up my money last week. Firstly on our treat to Seoul Garden with girlfriends. Secondly to Sentosa with schoolmates. Unfortunately i was the only girl. But it's okay with me because i know all of them since i was Sec one. Mostly i spend my time with boyfriend as the others was watching movie on Sakti laptop. We overnight until the next day but i felt asleep. And in the morning boyfriend and rudy told me i was snoring while i was sleeping but my mouth was close. I swear i was ashamed of myself. Now i'm thinking what should i buy for boyfriend for his birthday even though there's another 5 months to go. But still i have to save up my money. I plan to buy that Vans shoe or the G-Shock watch. But if boyfriend saw those picture above, haha. Apparently he'll be mad because he don't like anything that got to do with "MONKEYS"! But its cute right.

2010-06-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

My tongue got burnt because of boyfriend silly mistake. I didn't wish to continue quarreling with him but we chose to. I thought i could spend a little happy times with him before he start to be busy with work starting tomorrow. But unfortunately it never happen. We both walk away without any hug and kisses like we used to. For now i didn't get any message from him and i think he's waiting for me to text him first but i don't wish to. Like always, sorry is never a last word to say in a relationship. I don't wish to stop thinking about my boyfriend. Even though he make mistake and sometimes hurt me, but he's always there when i need him. He's the sweetest guy that i always wanted. I didn't wish our relationship to end so quickly. Four month had past being with him isn't enough showing how much i really love him. You've never had tried to let me go even for once, but i'm sorry i did tried to do it twice. I'll try my best not to say that phrase ever again. But i'll use it until it's the right time. And sorry because it's hard for me to forgive you. You probably know how much i love you.

2010-06-19T13:36:00.018+08:00

Yes, Step Up 3D is coming soon. I really want to catch that movie. I'm sure it will be great. N-level is just around the corner and great movies is coming out. Okay now, i don't know what else do you expect me to do. I'm really sick and tired. I'm trying to rest at home and in the end got pissed off after getting blame and got few words that i can't accept. For goodness sack, i know i'm freaking only 16 years but please i got feelings too. Do you think all this while i'm doing it on purpose just because to me it's a small matter. I know you want your things back and don't worry my things is also with you. Don't waste your energy typing messages to me. Because when people get mad and pissed off and trying to cool down by their own. They won't read those messages even you're trying to say good things or bad things about you...... It's because of some reasons that i can't said. I think i shall keep it to myself. You know what, all this while when sometimes you're trying to make me mad even it's not on purpose i felt like crying because all this while i'm keeping those hurtful feelings all by myself. I don't know why when something that got to do with me you will tend to get really mad. But look, all i can do is just ignore because i don't like to quarrel. Even you don't like to be scold and quarrel right?? And sometimes what you do is ignore isn't it?? All i can say is thanks. And sorry too, i got feelings to let it out.

2010-06-15T16:02:00.020+08:00

I was suppose to be strong to face the fact. I can't fix anything yet if you are being ridiculous. You just don't deserve my love if you ain't there to support. Now your words can bring me down but i don't care. Yes you gave me infinity but not enough. I was suppose to be a joyful girl like i used to. Well, relationship sucks a lot. I know there's up and down in every of our relationship. But you've never make me joyful like how i like it to be. Why do you always have to wait for me to make the first move to ask you if we're meeting up? And why do you want to meet me up when i was having no mood at all. Someone please tell me if my boyfriend did any mistakes behind me. So i could really let him go because he really don't deserve my love. I'm sick and tired. Yes i know you told me this was your first time being in a long term relationship. But it doesn't mean that you can adapt yourself for too l0ng till i have to suffer. What a jerk. And please i don't want to hesitate about how will you feel after reading any of my post. I won't even post like this if you're being ridiculous. Sorry, i'm not kind :))

2010-05-31T00:41:00.012+08:00

I had a great time on my weekend. Anesya and i were planning to go to the Universal Studio on Saturday morning which is 29th of May. But sadly, the tickets were sold out since Friday till Monday. But i'm glad that we bought those ticket for the entry on the 5th of June, which is coming Saturday. I just can't wait to have fun. Yes, i'm joyful. That is whom i am. Well, after getting to know those tickets were sold out. Anesya, her boyfriend and me went shopping. Seriously, we do shop a lot. I swear i was fatigue. But wait, i just cut my hair. Haha, way better now. And now, i have to get to sleep. Tomorrow i'm schooling. I'm having English Oral from 9am till 3pm. I don't know whats that suppose to mean.

2010-05-23T01:34:00.011+08:00

Wonderful outing. Celebrate Nurfa♥ belated birthday. Cheer up. I know what you've been going through. No matter what we will always be there for you but sorry i didn't reply your message just now. Well, sorry for the late present. I'll give your present on Monday aye. Okay, don't be sad dear. I love you!

2010-05-19T00:28:00.004+08:00

Not to be surprise i just don't understand why are you reacting like that. It seems so clear that my friends know better that you won't even bother any of my post when i'm trying to make things clear. Perangai Heb uh. When comes to someone else i totally don't understand why would you like or even comment on their post. Like excuse me??? Seriously tak faham. I'm not trying to show jealousy ass. It is just that i don't understand. Okay next time you can tell me earlier if you don't want me to post on your whatever shit it is. I'm so clueless -___- And next i really want to change my URL so it's easier for me to post anything and you won't be reading any of my post. Peace! Don't hold my hands if you were trying to let go of mine.

You All I Ever Want

2010-05-17T14:17:00.006+08:00

Yes we do quarrel and sometimes love each other so much. Yesterday was awesome talking on the phone with him. Saye sayang die♥. So how was the 5hour 30min talk? Haha. I love your voice. Haha, random. Sounds gay to Andy but to me it is so sweet. You told me everything about how you felt towards me. Yes, you ain't trying to sweet talk to me yesterday but it is really sweet to me!! Gosh, you're so cute yesterday. And i why i'm saying like this? Haha, okay tk tawu la. Saye sayang die.

Happy 3rd month Anniversary Love ♥

2010-05-13T12:29:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile i'm having my eyes on you. I won't hesitate to ask. I was just hoping that you'll change. I've been putting my negative thoughts on you. But i promise myself not to. Please, you don't have to waste your time sitting around and i don't even know what were you doing there. You were clinging around over something that i still don't know what was it. I know you've been keeping it to yourself. But you don't have to show it to me. Ya i know i'm not your first love. So why are you with me in the first place if you still have feelings for someone else. Don't tell me you want to be with me just because you want to get over her. I've been acting normal towards you when you open up some story of yours. But whatever it is i won't hesitate to ask you to stop or not doing those things that i don't like. Fuck, it's your life. Who the hell am i should control your life. I've been flashing back those past and guess what. You are just like him. You don't have to find trouble with me when i post this shits on my blog. Why bother to ask me? Ask yourself if you know your own mistake. And what's the point of me sharing my problems about you and to you when actually you know it yourself and in the end you keep doing it. What the hell? It's better i keep it to myself right? So next time don't get mad at me when i'm being selfish for not telling you my problems simply it's actually about you. Get it??

2010-05-10T23:30:00.018+08:00

Dad bought for me :)

Anesya bought me Vans shoe & Gloomy Bear bag

Baby bought me alphabet "E" Necklace

Kart, Nurfa, Farah and Echa bought me all this.

Thanks to Elly and her mum for making me this cake .

Firzana make me a card!

Another few minutes and my Sweet 16♥ is done :( I know i had a lot of fun celebrating and getting surprises from all kinds of sweet people. But there's this one thing i'm not happy. I was hoping for something but it didn't happen. It's not my luck though :'( I swear i'm freaking sad. Tears keep dropping when it didn't happen. It really hurt me. Okay whatever. I don't want to elaborate more. But thanks to those that had wish me and gave me presents :)

2010-05-07T22:27:00.004+08:00

Having fun with you is what i'll treasure, Love♥

Now i've been keeping all those feelings in myself. But i hate to tell anyone about it. No one could understand. Ya, it's true i'm not controlling you because i want to let you free. I don't even want to let you see any single of my true colours when i'm in love beacuse it's better i keep it to myself before you hate me. It's good that you're not officially mine. But it's not that i don't want. It is just that i don't want to hurt you like i usually do. Especially making you jealous even though you didn't tell me but you really show it to me. And as you know i always make you clueless when i was suppose to tell you something but i stop my sentence halfway. Haha, sorry. I just don't want you to follow every single details about me. It's your life hunn. Sorry, but i hate to be in love. But you really had make me fallen for you, arghh. Cb.
*Sufyan, why do you always have to think negative?
Do you understand what does it mean when every night i say,
ILOVEYOU?

Stupid, feature doesn't make any concern bloody ass.
All i care is about loving for the way they are.
Kalau handsome perangai playboy for what? No time la.

2010-05-05T19:37:00.010+08:00

I totally miss her a lot. I know we are drifting apart since i'm busy with my own things. Also i didn't give out my time for her. I felt guilty doing that. Well, i miss her a lot. As you know that you are one of my closest relative that i had. Even you're like my own sister. And even though we are drifting apart, you know i love you so much. I miss all the fun that we had. I promise i would give out my time for you on one of those days that is coming. But this coming Sunday, i seriously don't even know how to react towards you. Since it's been a long time that we had never met each other. And i'm sorry if i did any mistakes or even hurting you badly. I love you Anesya♥

2010-05-04T22:40:00.009+08:00

BFF

Favourite Number

Love♥

After realizing my mistake. I kept sending wrong messages to Monster♥ that i was not suppose to sent. Again, some misunderstanding between us few hour ago. Now he's gone with his La La land. I didn't even know that just now he had reached somerset to skate or even reached home. But whatever it is he's gone with his La La land. No worries. However i guess i have this typical sensitive feelings towards him. But not jealousy. Please eh, no time to be jealous.
As you can see. My sweet 16♥ is just around the corner. Celebrating on the 9th of may on the Mothers Day too. Wow, interesting.
As for my exam papers, 3 down and 2 more to go. I hope i won't fail my papers badly. I know i did it quite well. But i follow with my feelings whether my answer was okay or not. School canteen, won't be selling tempura anymore! Why is it so bad till they can't sell tempura anymore?? Typical eh. Why do they have to follow every single details that is been spoken out from her mouth?? And wth, who is she? She is just an auntie selling foods in one of the stalls. Please eh, not more than that. Just sell your foods la!! Please don't be Kepo! Non of you business. We eat that tempura. Not you!! Just do your own business selling your non-halal food. Have a life.

2010-04-29T21:04:00.013+08:00

It's been a long time i didn't update my blog. Well, i get lazy to entertain my computer this few days. And as yesterday, it was my malay paper. Haha, i did a wrong format and i answer the wrong question for my letter writing as i was concentrating on my narrative comprehension too much. I did my comprehension for 1hour 30min and i only left about another 30min with my letter writing and i guess that was my mistake. As for Monday and Tuesday, i spend my time with Kart, Adi and Rudy. We went bowling on Monday and slacking at Yew Tee on Tuesday. Seriously they were hilarious and nothing better than doing stupid stuff.
For today, i went sick sick sick. Monster♥ accompany me at home while i was really having a bad headache. I postpone my tuition on Saturday morning and after that study again at Farah crib. I've no mood for today. My headache bring my mood down. I don't know whassup with me this few days. Cramp around my stomach, feel like vomiting and a bad headache. Feels sucks!!
*Bby, i love you la. Can you don''t worry too much please.

R.I.P, Abg Amin♥

2010-04-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

Study study study. I've been study all along. Yesterday went off to Farah crib to finish up some of my homework with Kartina, Echa, Sakti and Yi chou. Farah brother was there to help us out. It was fun studying with them. A lot of hilarious things happen. Farah got a weird and big handwriting while writing some of her math work. Kart look on the wrong answer when actually we already got the right answer. And Echa only brought her 1 sheet of her math paper when it is suppose to have 4 sheet i guess. Next week we're going to her house again to study :)) Friends please tag along. After studying, we went off to Cdans to waste some time i guess. But i met Monster♥ and Syafiq at Bb first then next met the rest at Cdans. Went home late and Monster♥ didn't sent me home because it was 1130pm. I prefer him to go home with Andy and Syafiq. I think i just need some time to walk alone like i used to. Well i guess he's happy with what he got now. But here i am, trying to sacrifice everything on what he want. What a life i got. I love you, Monster♥

*Baby, i miss the old you and those fun that we usually had :(

IMISSYOU

2010-04-23T21:19:00.009+08:00

I've been waiting for today :)) At last it's Friday. Body is under pressure and is tiring waking up early in the morning. I've been dragging my feet to school for a long time. Homework isn't done yet. School homework plus tuition homework is consider freaking a lot. My sweet 16 is just around the corner :))))))) I just want presents from Mum, Dad and Stepmother :)) Pleaseeee. Love plus a hug&kisses from Monster♥ I'm wanting a lot of things. God, let them pampered me on my birthday pleaseee. I love you all. My body is now getting tired. Okay, slacking with Farah, Nurfa, Echa, Ashey, Yuliz, Elly, Faz, Shasha, Arina and Nanan after school end :)) What an interesting day i had :)) I like it a lot. Took a lot of pictures just now with them. Gona upload it soon but not now. Though, i'm missing Monster♥ badly. Quarreling with him for the past 4 days. Patience is all i need. I've wasted a lot of tears just for him. Boring la. Where's your love hunn? I miss you so much :((

*Kau jantan suar!! Tkd perasaan langsung. Sweet talk mother fucker!! Talk but no action. AWWWW.... Miss me??? Puikkkk.. Sarcastic? Haiya. Patut la die busted kau. Next aku la. Serve you right!!! Taking girls for granted. Wake up la jerk!!! Remember what you've done..... Bile org sayang die, die fikir org tergile-gile pat die la tuh.. Haiz. Byk lgy laki baik pat luwa tuh. Wake up pleaseeeeee...... And tolong eh, takmo tunjuk hebat please.. Sorry thank you. I love you :))

2010-04-17T16:05:00.016+08:00

I felt something is not right. Why can't they just tell us the truth? Is it so hard to do that? I prefer them to be honest. I rather get hurt now than later. I don't understand why you know everything about them. Tak kuase uh nk tanye lagi. Buat penat aku la. If i can stop my time being with you kan, da lame aku buat. Tapi kerane kesian kan kau, aku tk kuase la nk buat gituh. I think follow the flow dengan kau pun okay. If you think you can make me jealous then suke haty kau. Bual ikut sukaty mulot kau la.
Btw, thanks to the Part A's, B's and C's for what you had done for us. Appreciate it a lot. Well, i'm going to miss you girls a lot. I'll come to training if i'm free aye. Take care girls :)) *hugs&kisses*

Well, tomorrow there's training in the morning. I was shocked when i got to know my training will held at 8.45am. Pfft. Maybe i'm going. Somebody, wake me up please. Takut tkle bangun uh. Okay den, till here :))

Happy 2nd anniversary to Monster♥
Love you :))

2010-04-13T20:42:00.011+08:00

Belated Birthday Girl♥

Nurfa♥

Juniysa♥

Love♥

I felt so different today. I don't know where is my mood. I felt something is not right. Even i went back home early today. Didn't spend a time with friends. Reach home early and Monster♥ accompany me at home again. Okay, not to forgot i didn't get to post and wish Ala birthday as yesterday i didn't get to surf the net. And btw i don't have a picture with kart :(( Didn't get to take together. Mane kau hilang? So HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY, ALA♥

2010-04-11T13:32:00.002+08:00

Me and Faizal ♥

I'm fatigue now. Yesterday i had a great time with my Satrio. Today i was suppose to attend to training but i think i won't be going because of some reasons. I was in dilemma about where i'll be going today. But i think i'll be just staying at home doing nothing. I know someone is mad at me for not attending for training. But i'm really am sorry. Well, yesterday it wasn't only my group that is having a performance. But Kromo and Sapto came to our place and jam.
Btw today is my big brother 20th Birthday :)) Wow, how i wish that is my age for now.
Okay once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER ♥

2010-04-08T18:54:00.007+08:00

Kimono. Haha

(Irfeen) Boy ChickenPox

I just can't wait for upcoming Sunday. I really hope it will be fun. Please go to the place that i want.
Please~ I really want to camwhore with flowers. I'm hoping Monster is going to tag along with us. I don't care whether he can't tag along. I'll force him!! Haahaa, joking. But please tag along la Monster. Alright, so far i had my time fulfill with my best friends. Can i stop the time from being apart from them? Please~ Friends asked me about my tuition i had yesterday. Haha. It's fun(Y) Well its fun because i get to study and concentrate more. Well of course, i'm alone and that is why i can concentrate. I prefer home tuition :)) It's much better. I really enjoyed my tuition. Haha, weird la. Thanks to Mum for getting me a tuition. I hope i'll pass my N level. And i don't wana waste my mum money on tuition if i didn't pass. Pray for me Mum :))
By the way, Satrio is having an event on

	Saturday, April 10, 2010
	11:00am - 10:00pm
	BLK 575A (Multipurpose Hall), Woodlands Drive16

I Miss Chalet

2010-04-05T17:09:00.007+08:00

Yesterday just got home from chalet :)) It's fun though. But today i went tired because i don't have much sleep. The first day i only got 1 hour to sleep because of talking with Paeh, Pai and Shahrul while Kart and Jun had gone to sleep. We went to Pasir Ris park to explore but seen nothing again. After Paeh, Pai and Shahrul went home ^_^ At last i get to sleep for some hours with Kart and Jun. We were laughing over something and then we got tired. And yea the three of us did spend a lot of money on Junk food :)) I had fun eating. Second day Jun was totally freak out after watching Incredible Tales. Just because there's only the three of us sleeping downstairs while Anesya and Azhar was sleeping in the room upstairs. Jun really was asking me and Kart to wash our leg just because we step out from the door to smoke. Haha. But totally i had fun :))

Random

2010-04-01T13:49:00.006+08:00

Okay, i just found out Random Pictures from Friendster. I don't know why but i felt like loging in Friendster. And there was my last year pictures, the 070808 pictures and friends pictures when we were Sec 2. What an April Fool day. Usop trying to fool me asking me to look outside my window and ask me to search for him. Okay before you fool me i know you're gona fool me aye. Lolx. Now its raining and i hate rainy day when i planned to go out and meet someone. Meeting Anesya later on and we're going to make Cupcakes for her chalet gifts :)) Alright then, i wana get ready and wear nail colours on my fingers :)) I'll update soon.

I Miss Sports Day

2010-03-30T18:37:00.007+08:00

200m :((

After the class relay

I miss Sports Day badly. I won't be having Sports Day again with the Yusoffians. How i wish every of my friend get to be in sec 5 next year so we could have Sports Day again for the last time. I miss the time that we cheer and jump like a crazy girl cheering for our classmates. The nervous feeling that we had before getting the baton and getting ready for our turn to run. As also while we were trying to run, heard our friends cheering for us and giving support. Gosh, miss all that. Okay, seriously i have to drop this topic.
Today it rains when i was on the way back home with Monster♥. He accompany me at home while there's no one at home. I was scared of the lighting and Monster♥ had to stayed up for awhile. As the rains stopped, he went back home. Thanks a lot to him. Now he couldn't text me because he had no balance in his credit. And Farah asked me to bring her sketchbook home as she is walking back home and doesn't want her sketchbook to be wet. I hope i won't forget to bring her sketchbook tomorrow. Remind me please :))

I'm Sorry

2010-03-29T18:09:00.005+08:00

This is specially for my Monster♥
I know from the way i treat you is sucks. But it's okay. I won't control you as you already stated it on facebook. I admit i hurt you because i told you that i contacted with these one guy. But i want you to understand that he's attached. He's my friend for all you can know. But seriously watch out with your eyes. I know you were looking at who. Sometimes you think i jump to conclusion when i quarrel with you. But is just that there is something that i've been keeping for a long time and i never want to speak out and that is why i turn up to be so mad at you while we were quarreling. And as for now you can do whatever you want. I'm sick of telling you the things that i don't want you to do but you still kept on doing it. Never mind, drop that topic. i love you

I had Fun

2010-03-27T21:29:00.009+08:00

It's been 2 days i felt so tired but i still have the courage for shopping. About yesterday.. It's Sports Day. And i really had fun while i'm running. I put all my effort for the last Sports Day that i'm gona had with the Yusoffians. I got 4th place for my 200m as the other competitors are really fast, the class relay we got 1st from the last. Lolx. But i surely had fun running for the cca relay as we represent for Ncc Girls. And guess what, we got 1st place. I'm really happy for my other runners. Good job. After the Spots Day, went to IMM and went to have our dinner and then to daiso and buy some stuffs and then back home. But after that me, Jun and Kart went to clementi first. And i met my monster before i'm gona miss him so much. After everything, the 3 of us went to town. We plan to shop. But i'm the only one whom i got my things that i wanted so much. And at last i bought my vans shoe :)) The next day, which is today. We had our Flag day. And it sucks. Me and the other of my classmates from 4n1 and 4n2 and not to forget Feezana and Muliani was with us too. Some of us didn't collect money for the donations. Well, what do you expect. Town with school uniform? Aha, not my thing. More than enough, we changed to our home clothes whereby actually we went to town with our school uniforms to do our CIP. After changing and all we went shopping and walk around the town. Today we went so tired and some of us went pissed off. Sorry to those whom actually i scolded. Didn't meant it to do on purpose. And for today i bought a top from Uni Qlo and 3 pairs of earring(Y) Few minutes ago i've just watch the School Gyrls movie that Kart asked me to watch. Okay, that movie was great. I like it a lot. Thanks to Kart(Y)

Boring :))

2010-03-25T13:23:00.008+08:00

Yesterday when i was going back home from school. I saw Pai in the train. Okay what a coincidence. He's going next week and i'm happy for that. We were talking about someone somehow that is so obsessed with something rather than studying. Hyish. No life la. Okay change the topic. Should i go to Ncc later on? Because i didn't went to school just now. Maybe Jun and me are going to Ncc but what about Kart? Kart pegy la. Now she's trying to psycho me for not going to Ncc. Hmmmm. Now is 1.20pm and i'm still sitting infront of my computer and not wana go and bath. Wow, tiring. There's no food in my house. And how am i suppose to eat? I won't go Ncc with empty stomach. I should probably have gastric later on. And yea, tomorrow is Sports Day! I have to run for 200m, class relay and cca relay(Y) And for those whom actually not suppose to come tomorrow. Hmmm. I think you just sit at home and do your own stuff aye. Kalau muke da tk sajak untuk dtg besok. Dudok jeg la pt rumah. Ramai boring tgk muke kau yg tk sepatutnye dtg. Hmmmmm. Booorrriiinnnggg!!! Haha. Kalau terase maaf yer. Lolx.

Missing Someone

2010-03-23T15:37:00.007+08:00

I miss my long hair :(

Now i'm eating chocolate boost. And i totally miss someone whom i know for a long time. Maybe it's not worth for me to think about him every night but i don't know why. Well it's not wrong for me to miss someone right? Hmmmmmmmmmm... Nurfa was talking about him all the way and Kart was totally asking me to move on. Hell, i've move on. It's only a random feeling i had. You girls should probably know how much i love my monster. But he became irritating day by day. Totally irritating. "And for that person, please uh. Don't expect me to follow what you want me to do for you. Have a life. Why i'm doing this to you? Think back, you did a mistake and i know i won't forgive you. You are big enough to think. I didn't do this to you on purpose but i had enough. Don't expect me to be close with you like usually i did. We can be friends but not like the past. I had enough. You used me and totally taking advantage of me. Say what you wanna say. No one will believe you except your bestfriend. Thanks."

School??

2010-03-22T00:50:00.011+08:00

Second Post
Actually today school was great even though i was alone today. And i didn't know that Kart and Nurfa isn't coming to school. But it was okay. I have my Leslie with me all the way. I sat with Leslie. And i know Leslie love my eraser so much. Haha. And that Jun Hao came to us out of a sudden talking about silly stuffs that i wouldn't want to listen. He was so dirty minded. Ouh puh-lease. Get a life la Jun Hao. Stop talking about your story. I won't spare my ear for you or either Leslie aye.

I don't think tomorrow is schooling. I still feel that tomorrow is holiday. No more of having fun. I'm just waiting for the next coming holiday. But it's on the month of June. Even though it's holiday i don't think i could have fun like i usually had. I probably have extra class to attend to. And i have to be serious as N level is coming nearby. No more of fooling around. I'll just have to wait for N level to end and that it is. And i can't wait for Moon Ki arrival on November i think.
How should other of my classmates face the reality that Moon Ki isn't schooling in YI anymore?? Especially to deary Khairunissa. Pity her that she have to face all of this. Be strong girl.

He's not coming back :((

2010-03-20T14:18:00.013+08:00

Second Post

The Thursday plan was cancel due to something. But it was a superb day. Especially on the Thursday night. Drunk and Knocked out. Blossom Girls and Awesome Boys!! Thumbs up. I had my time fulfill with Aidil. After breaking up and not being close like the pass 4 years. Haha. I miss those times. But now, there we are again. He was there taking care of me. He was the one whom accompany me to the toilet when i have to PEE for 6 times.. Haha. The other blossom girls went to toilet and vomit. Its awesome when i don't have to do that. After 6am, we went back to Lolli crib. It was a hard time when Ahpeng have to take care of 5 girls as he was the only guy left. We were from Wak crib and we only take for 5 minute to reach home as their block is only next to next.

Moon ki, i'm gona miss you and your stupid shake hands. Why do you have to go back home to your country in a sudden? Everyone gona miss you a lot... Its hard when someone is losing a friend and not coming back to Singapore again. Yes i did hug him for the first and the last time. And i do cry too. I'm too touch of him going back home and there we are as a friend sending him to the airport together as one. I probably would never forget a friend like him.

I'm coming!

2010-03-18T02:38:00.005+08:00

I miss camp.

I'm off to Sentosa with my Satrio girls later on. I didn't expect there's a plan for March holiday. And hell i can't wait to enjoy myself.
I'll be home tomorrow. Later afternoon off to meet fafa and then lolli
house first. After asap-ing badan, we're off too Sentosa!!! The next day,
i'm gona get my body darker :)) I love tanning. Thumbs up!!
Afterwards, back home!! I'm gona be fatigue as i'm meeting
Usop after that. Well, he's craving for Pizza Hut and he asked me
to join him. We'll be having our Pizza just at Lot 1. Lolx... I'll be waiting
for him to book out from his camp. He and his botak head again (Y)

Love?

2010-03-17T12:27:00.002+08:00

It's Wednesday today. And school holiday doesn't seems like it.
At last, Cutex is on my nails!!!! Miss wearing Cutex :))
Woke up today and i got 4 messages from Monster. Sorry, i'll be fussy for this
time round. It's true that i love you. But i rather don't take it seriously
coz i don't want the same thing happen in my life again like those time i had.
I will have my own limit for loving you. Don't force me to love you like how you
love me coz to me relationship ain't that important to me. Sometimes,
being in relationship it will destroy my life -____-
Don't expect me to be serious coz i know i won't. Or maybe i would rather
give up on you. It's a pity if i did that. But i've warn you earlier not to
be with me becoz of my attitude. If i ever hurt you, well i'm sorry.
Next topic, haha. I don't know why but i went to his tagged.
It was so random. For all i know, he's a jerk. Nothing else i can say :))
He destroy my entire life and making me regret in my whole life.
I hope you believe in karma and i hope it happen to you like how you did to me.
But i'm happy that end up, i hate him. No more of him in my life. He's a Thrasher.

Happy 1st Month Anni'
I love you, Monster!!!

Happy

2010-03-15T23:31:00.003+08:00

Time travel and i started to miss camp that i had for the pass three days. I felt sad when i think back that i'm gona leave these school sooner or later.
I'm gona miss all those fun that i had with my friends. No more cuddling with my friends anymore :( But it can't slow down. I have to move on.
I'm too scared that i won't success in my life. N level is just around the corner.
And planning to go for higher nitec. And now, it's like a few minutes ago.
I've already miss my Monster whereby i've just reach home from meeting him. Aye, next week is Sports Day i guess. I qualified on my 200m run. And my friends were shock that we qualified on the relay. Thumbs up!!

It's dead!

2010-03-06T17:17:00.004+08:00

My blog is fucking dead. It's been a long time i've never update anything.
Though, i'm just busy training my skill. Never had a time to surf the internet for
awhile as i went back home so late. Now at last i had a time to update. It had been so many things that happen to my life and it is so great.
Few days back, which is Thursday. Our school had Sports day heats..
Haha, butterfly in my stomach. I took 200m and relay event. For the 200m
event, i had 3rd!!! Woohoo. I'm proud. About the relay i was the second runner. And BAM!!
I was the second person to gave that baton to the 3rd runner,
which is Nurfa. But den it's okay to what happen.
* For Kartina Dewi Hmz.... Congrats to you for getting 1st place for your
400m and 100m event. I'm proud of you. :))
There, it's been a week i've been coming down to Tiong to train.
Wow, tiring. But atleast i learn some knowledge. Just can't wait for our
Grand Opening. Probably on the 20th March. It's gonna be fun with all the
new properties and etc. Tomorrow training:)) hehe. Glad that he's not coming
down to training. Thanks for everything dude!! LOLx
And yesterday, slacking with schoolmates. Though, me and Jun was
disturbing Kart about someone. Hahaha. Sorry KartD.
We mean what we say!!!! HAHAHA. We're going to do it!!!

Gone Crazy

2010-02-22T21:23:00.004+08:00

i love you jun. you make me go wild!!

Nothing much happen today. But someone do text me today. I'm loving it!! Hehe. I got a great hair day today. Loves loves. :)) I'm missing him badly :( He was so sweet yesterday. ERR.. Yea, yesterday there was a show at Tanjong Pagar CC again. I was so nervous because i was the teraju. Gosh. Even it's on the stage. Damn, but act humble. :)) That "beautiful girls" give me support. Hahaha. There was me, fafa, ahhyu, ila, mickey, appy, faizal and awan performing. It was so kiosk yesterday. And i like it so much. That's what i want. I love my Satrio. Especially him!!! Haha.

Hate problems

2010-02-21T00:57:00.006+08:00

iloveyou

________

Usop, my buddy:)

Wat a bad day today. My day is getting worst. I'm so stupid to be in love.

I hate to be in love, i'm just scared. I just don't want myself to get hurt

just because of things which i don't like. I've regret myself fer getting in love.

Damn i hate my life. I'm just hoping that i can leave this problem away.

Far far away..

WOW!

2010-02-10T21:24:00.003+08:00

Haha. You have to look your ownself in the mirror and think what's wrong with you. Before saying anything about me? Who the fuck are you??
P-leaseee.. You're still young. Get over it. It's fucking crap.
Hmm, may i know is 47kg skinny?? Well, what about you? Your skin tone?
Err, so disgusting. Well, you sarcastic? P-leaseee..
Only in the computer you can be sarcastic.
But what about being sarcastic infront of me and no ones help? Will you be sarcastic? Haha, you'll be only acting fierce and sarcastic infront
of your friend. Urggh.. And the way you are now.
Looks like a POSER to me. Sucha a Loser!
Have your own originality please.
And you think you can let me down by saying or doing
anything? Haha. Sorry, i have my own independence. Ain't like you.

Cheerful

2010-02-07T20:15:00.005+08:00

I love mama! :))

Is great to be happy yesterday. Performing our Satrio grp was totally
fun. To the people which trying to disturb me when i'm performing. Haha.
No chance of letting me down. I'm mature enough to ignore. And yea, live a life
since you wanna disturb people so much. You know who you are, laughing like
a small kiddo!! Pfft! Childish huh?
And thanks to mama and family to only i know. It was nervous to
perform in front of them. But you make me cheerful.

I want change

2010-02-03T19:21:00.010+08:00

Love this video. Watch it. Thanks to shah. -___-

Friends, if you ain't like the way i am. Just say it. Nobody's PERFECT for goodness
sack. You've been in my situation and why are you being mad at me for fucking so
long?? There's always up's and down's in this world. Seems you're just trying to follow your feelings so much and expect me to make the first move.
And why ain't you gerls understand? Try to be in my shoe and feel
how much stress to spend your time with two group of friends.
As i can say i do make mistake, and you gerls react as if you never did any mistake before??? Pfft. And even all my friends are studying in same school -____-" .
I ain't trying to say any negative thinking to any of my friends or complaining.
But at least understand how it feel.

I don't understand why are they reacting like this.

Now, do you like me posting it at my blog?
Know how it feel?

Tomorrow?Hangover?

2010-02-02T23:20:00.009+08:00

I look like a BOY!! Gosh, damn that hair of bun -____-"

Spending my money on something today it's not worthy. But it's okay.
Atleast i did have some, or maybe alot. Hehe. Sorry gerls if i finish
it. Not on purpose. Hehe -____-'' After everything we went to meet
Mamy :)) So what we did is EAT!!! Nice food. I'm getting tired everyday.
Not much rest. But yea, i did my revision so hard. And i'm proud of myself. :))
Haha. I'm doing my best now. And really i swear i've move on. No more of
hurtful feelings to see anything that got to do with him. Yeah, I loike!!!

Sick&Tired

2010-02-01T00:32:00.004+08:00

I love them so much! :))

Well, today i saw Nas. Okay, been long time i never saw him. Even
i saw him at the gigg. Okay, i was shy to look at him. Haha.
New accessories , and i like it alot. More of Gold&Black concept.
Nothing much happen. Friends are sad about our friends in hostel condition :((
Be strong aye. I know how it feel. And life has to really fucking moving on. Err..
I don't give a damn to him anymore. Just love it when you make me hate you more.
It's easier fer me to fucking move on. Thanks alot. I even hate myself waiting fer you like a stupid fella!!!!!! Thanks :)) I can find a better guy than you. You such a MATREP fella to me!!! You know that?? There i hate you. I just want my calculator back. Do you really need it?? I don't think so!!!!! So give it back!!!!
Someone like you i shouldn't appreciate. Because you don't fucking
appreciate what i've gave you. Fucking grow up aye. Don't have to
interfere my life again. But thanks fer what you had done fer me.

I hate you. And i'm sorry.

Thank You!

2010-01-30T23:33:00.008+08:00

Bought a new phone. :)) Thanks to my SWEETIEST mum for buying
me a new phone. That old LG phone is gone!! Hope there's
no poser gona buy the same phone as me again.Have some originality aye.
Nothing happen much today. But sorry to Nurfa and Yuliz about
the shorts that you gerls wana borrowed from me on friday. You gerls
were too late and i can't be late. Waited you gerls fer 1 hour. Sorry aye. :))

Thanks ibu. I love you so much! :))
And yea, i miss mama. :((

Fun!!

2010-01-28T21:11:00.009+08:00

Me & Adi. Sweet tk? haha. It was ytd but we are only friends. :))

where is Nurfa? She is always not in the picture. hmm..

Now two handphone and two simcard!!! Perangai Kartina seyy. Hehe:))
Yes i'm moving on. But he wasn't supposed to appear infront of me.
You just making me stop with everything i do. But it's okay. I'm strong
again. I have something else to make me happy. I prefer us being friend. :))
You hurt me more than enough. And yar, your MSN. Why didn't you just delete
me?? Isn't it wasting of your time blocking me in your MSN??? Hmm.
I'm kind enough. What i'll say is, it's okay. You live your life. And i have to do it too right?? Okayy. Just don't forget the memories..

Now, i'm living my life much more better. I'm doing my
part as a human. Be strong. And move on. Stop clinging over
someone. It's not worth it. But i'm dragging my feet to school!!
It's N level this year, have to be serious peeps.. But i know i'm
doing my very best. Hehe it's true. LOL!!

I love my day

2010-01-25T23:34:00.012+08:00

Photos of us playing Bowling&Pool.

Bad hair day but i like the number 7..

Today school was kinda tiring. Tomorrow got LSP. And after that planning to repair my phone. Or maybe change it. Coz there's poser that i know. Pfft! Well, today after school went to myte kart. She didn't go to school today. She's sick, SEMPUT!! But kart bought us a new friend fer us!! She brought it from Genting. Holiday seyy. :)) My new friend name " Toshi Toshi" hehe Cute tak? Hmpph -____-"

R.I.P to Rafiqah. I know that i'm not close to you.
But you are still our Yusoffians :((

Hairul Hairul!!

2010-01-21T23:07:00.008+08:00

I felt that i'm dreaming today. I didn't expect to see hairul in school again. Honestly, i did cried bcoz i'm so happy to see him. And yea, i do miss him so much. It's been long time i've never see him in school. It's so unbelievable. And though i'm happy that he came to school and play his favourite sport ever. Haha, and i did take a few photo with him. Glad he is sincere to take a picture with me.
And sorry i stand quite far away from you. Hehe, feel awkward. And our pictures looks like that it's our first time meeting and taking photos. hehe :))

Well after school went out to CSC and play pool and bowling with Kart, Heryady, Hafizan and Saiful. I got alot of fun today. And to Hafizan, haha. I nearly win you okayy. Never mind, there's always a next time. Heryady and Hafizan sorry about your bangles. Haha, didn't meant to expand it. Just love wearing people accessories fer awhile only!! Haha.

I miss you so much!
And thanks fer making me happy. :))

2010-01-20T22:11:00.005+08:00

This few days been good lately. Going home late and doing some
interact session is fun. Eventhough i feel sad. I have to be strong.
This year is a serious year. Thus, i'm taking 'N' level exam this year!! I also
have to get CCA points to help me in my results in the future. I'm planning
and try to get bursary for myself. hehe:)) But i have to buck up on my studies.
Maybe i have no confidence, but though i have to try harder. Someone give me
support pleasee. Also need someone to help me revise on my studies. And yea,
tomorrow we're gona revise on our studies. WooHoo!! Ytd, mum bought me a new
contect lens for school. Damn, can't get used to it. Every second i asked nurfa wheter my contect lens is still there or not. haha:)) Scary seyy. hehe:))

Please give me support.
I need you to support me.
Hope you are okay to see me happy..:))

Happy :))

2010-01-18T10:55:00.007+08:00

This is what happen when i'm bored. :))

Okay, i'm so fucking nervous just now. Met hairul and hazwan fer
awhile. Hairul gave back my school books back. Thanks dear :))
Haha felt like crying after i walk away. But nah, i'm strong. All i deserve
to give him is a smile, but i think i gave him a fake smile. Haahaa. Sorry,
didn't meant it. Bcoz i'm lost looking at him.
And yea, today didn't went to school. Haha, not that i'm lazy.
But i was having a migrane in the morning. And i think i was
having so much fun on Saturday & Sunday. Two days i didn't went home.
But ytd, conflict was all over around. People just wana treat me so fucking unfair.
It's okay one day you will know how i feel, friend.

I still love you, i think so.
I'm just happy to see you having fun.
Bcoz that was what i wana see from you dear.

2010-01-15T00:25:00.005+08:00

Been days i've had so much fun. But still i'm tired with
school. And now i'm confused with what is happening
to my life. I'm sorry if ever hurt anyone feelings. Whats
me is just having fun and fooling around. I'm depressed
with my ownself. It's like so stupid!! So much mistake
i've done now. Maybe. Can i escape from this feelings????
But all i need is him!! Why am i still at the past. Maybe i'm
still clinging over him. But till when? Seems he has move on.

It's been long i've waited fer you.
Will you wait fer me like how i've waited fer you?
Will you know how much hurt you had caused to me??

2010-01-11T16:35:00.007+08:00

me&lil cuzzy boy(hidalqo)

Ytd i had fun. Went to my aunt hse and play wii with my small cuzzy.
So fun... But tiring. Err.. Now my hand is cramp just bcoz of
playing that wii. Wana play again please? haha, and also
i was acting to be princess just to disturb my small lil cuzzy.
haha, just bcoz she's the only one can be princess. And no one can.
lol. What a cute kid.. Love them so much.. <3

2010-01-10T01:20:00.002+08:00

Just now we had flag day!! Arggh! Tiring.. That was so
embarrassing. And we finish late. Was just now weekend
or weekday? Coz it seems like the per normal school.
Btw, misz juns' crib. Haha, sleptover her house on friday.
Met my friends. And that bloody fool ayie, make me laugh again.
Arggh! Tired of laughing luh ayie.. But atleast i had fun. :))

And yeah, did that "OSCAR" , text me on the last few days??
Aww, i miss him. Glad atleast you have your
initiative to text me ferst. Just misz the past.
But it's okay.. Let bygones be bygones.

I can't move on! Maybe. haha
Damn shit!!

2010-01-07T16:02:00.003+08:00

Today didn't went to school.. I'm sick sick sick. Hate when i'm sick.
The painless are so fucked up. Well, tomorrow have to go to school.
Ytd i've force myself to go. And in the end Mdm Azizah told me not to
come to school today. And so i did. Cool. Hope i'll recover soon. Especially
before tomorrow. Need alot of energy for sat&sun.

2010-01-03T01:21:00.003+08:00

Tired is all i'm feeling now. My leg is damn cramp bcoz

of my kude kepang training. Wah, 2 new girls just join. Cool!

And end up i have to teach them how to play gamilan. haha

Can't wait fer next kluaran!! It's coming nearby.. And fuck,

me, yaya, fafa& fifi have to perform that joget selendang againnnnn infront

of MP seyy!!!!! Random.......

Argghhh!! Pathetic peh?. Tpy tkpe adeh backup. Another 4 guys is also

performing with us. HOT, HOT, HOT!! haha

Moving on with my life!

haha, cool

SD!!

2010-01-02T00:26:00.005+08:00

What a Happy New Year.. It was fun that i celebrate with my faithful gerlfy, Jujun.

But fer us it was kinda dissapointed to get a bad news fer us..

Fucked up.. Guys can move move move. I got enuf.

And bcoz of him now i'm scared to get in love.

So sad to Jujun. She's really in dillema. C'mon gerl be strong gerl.

I'm always there fer you..

2009-12-29T01:41:00.006+08:00

Just reach singapore ytd. I was frm desaru on the 25th till 27th.
Totally a fun trip. And now i misz it alot. Didn't get to buy anything fer
myself or either my friends & family.. That place was totally a relaxing place
to be.. Went there and totally took alot if pictures!!

Alryte, today went out and watch alvin & the chipmunks 2!! And also
bought vans shoe fer school!! Wow, atlast i bought a school shoe..
And jyea, new hair. Totally don't understand it. Looks like
egypt woman. I don't even understand wheter i like it ornt.. haha.

2009-12-23T01:05:00.004+08:00

Yea, i'm getting my haircut at noon. Damn gona misz my long hair.
I'll be cutting short that is around my shoulder. My hair really have alot
of split end. And also i'm trying to change my hairstyle. haha
Most of it i'm cutting my hair the same as Ashlee Simpson. It's been
years i've been cutting my hair like her. I just adore her hairstyle. lol..

2009-12-21T16:57:00.009+08:00

I love yesterday. HOT, HOT, HOT!! When to Sentosa with my Love Ones.
Wow, got hot hunks!! I loike!! Once in a lifetime i can get my eyes on them. :))
Kart scold me, nurfa & farah coz we were checking out on them. haha
End up, kart join jugak.. hahaha
Well, the Single Ladies.. I don't mind if i myself is chicky..
But only at the right timing i'll be chicky. hehe :))
I know my limit aite. It's not always that i'm checking out on hot hunks..
Can say that yesterday was my ferst tyme doing that after being 4 months single..

2009-12-16T17:07:00.006+08:00

What a coincidence. I saw hairul, hazwan & mama. *heartbeat getting faster*

Haha, can i cry that i saw him really changed? Da luh, whatever..

People changed. Just let him me. Sick&Tired of him.

Well ytd i had fun,fun,fun!! I met Farah,Nurfa&Kart.. :))

I misz the fun that we usually have. And indeed ytd

we just had fun together. They said that i've changed..

Haha, are you sure gerlfy?? Is that a compliment??

Hehe. Or you gerls really mean it..?

Alryte, i misz Satrio too. Err!!

I misz the chalet that we had. And when

is our next kluaran again?? Misz it alot seyy..

Aite, on 13dec there was iringan at Toa Payoh..

Scary seyy.. Here it is..

Everytime wen i say i'm letting

you go, i'm not sure wheter is it true or not.

I just can't deny that i still love you.

You such a jerk norhairul!!

haha, HATE YOU!!

2009-11-28T23:56:00.003+08:00

What a fun nyte. It's just great that atlast me,fafa,yaya,fifie&zilla went out together to town. I really had a great day. After this....

Get drunk!! haha, jk!! Coming thursday probably go clubbing..

Really wana go. And on the 4,5&6 its Satrio chalet aye.. Lets have some fun dohh. Put the stress away and have fun aye.

And damn, its fucking boring being single.. Can i be attach?? But nahh.. Lazy!!

Dear, i'm forgeting you soon aye.

Have fun..

I will always treasure those days that we have.

And slut, you can have him.. (:

2009-11-21T18:39:00.004+08:00

I don't need you in my life . You can just be happy with her .

Now i've move on. And the only guy that i trust is HIM.

Maybe my profile picture its just a memories to me.

Soon i'll changed the picture aye..

Slut, want him?? Just take him away. He is not worth it to me. ((:

No offence.. Haha, you can be better than me?? Okayy, lets see.

No one is PERFECT AYE.

2009-07-12T04:02:00.005+08:00

Picture was fucking blur . Damn it im pissed off . But we had so much fun .

Went out to watch KK at B.gmbak , it was astina grp .

After awhile , went to West Coast to watch KK again , but it was Satrio grp .

Okayy , but all tyme fav' was Telung . Me&bby planing which grp to join .

Or maybe not , coz im scared it would ruin my entire lyfe .

Today mind was about KK , KK , KK , KK . tsk .. Nthn

much better to think . errr ..

2009-07-07T16:38:00.002+08:00

Happy 11mth Anni' Bby !!

Nothing much that we do on our 11mth anni' . But atleast we deal something -.-

Thanks to the couples that they still remember us being together & not to forget to wish us (:

Morning went out to eat Mac Breakfast with Ahcunut , Ahcinud(us) & Abg . Ahcun S.T.U.PID . Still can run to me & wana fart at me . Okayy , but atleast fun . lol -.-

Bby nothing much to say .

Nothing else to say again . Im over it

to repeat everything again&again .

ps: He's HOT !! I loiikkee !!

2009-07-06T18:40:00.002+08:00

Well , tomorrow hah ?? Lets change everything & forget everything we did .

I did hurt ur feelings badly & i said sorry ... But when u hurt me back ..

Did u said sorry ?? I know u dont want me to remember those things .

But its hard fer me to forget . Bcoz u didnt said sorry so .

Even now u are beside me reading what im posting .

So i hope u understand me . Bcoz i know u hate me talking bout that infront of u .

But what is enuf fer me , is what i find out u still kept

ur EX picture ..

Just now , laugh with kak nut ! Everything bout the past

i totally forgot . So bby , i hope u forget everything too ..

Bby , i hope u change by tomorrow okayy ??

Yeah , u told me u love me ryte ?? Den

show me ur love , care & honesty . Thankiew !! (:

11month ?? Lets change everything

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!

I love you so much !!

2009-07-05T10:21:00.004+08:00

This is who i am to be . If u care so much , then just let me be who i am .

I really dont need someone to nag at me to ask me to be lyke this&that .

I know wat im doing . I'll know who i will run to if im having trouble .

I know myself better than

u do . Love doesnt have to care bout the age at where are we standing .

U know urself that u can be with him & he is confident too ..

Then just do it !! When ppl saed

that he will leave u lyke usual guys do it .. Sorry , not everyone

is lyke that . I know being closer with u ,, i will get the same

problem as u .. So i think i shud be myself .

Everyone did mistake . So u cant say anything else . No one is

Perfect !! Then just be it wat human always does ..

To bby . Sorry i dont wana go to East Coast

to skim . I wana skim too . But then im the only gurl .

I dont much lyke it . Even there is Shahrul&Hazwan and i know

them . But i still felt uncomfortable . But atleast we are goin to

Kude Kepang ryte ??

Bby , this isnt fer u .

But im just saying of wat i felt .

Coz only blog i can wrote wat

am i facing now .. Okayy ,

enuf of fighting & misunderstanding .

After this watch Kude Kepang .. lol

2009-07-03T21:10:00.004+08:00

Really no mood . I know i dont want to sign in into ur MSN . But i dont know why i have to . Thou , u went in to ur MSN ryte ?? F*ck you luh !! Even u say NO .. But why is ur PM is been changed ?? I thought u promise me ?? ARGGHH !! And ape maksod ur PM , " Why Must (?)(?) " . And atleast i ask fer ur permission to sign in my MSN okayy . I dont know wat else to say . I gave u freedom , but this is wat u gave me ?? )':

I know i cant even ask u why u went to sign in ur MSN ryte .. Who am i to u i cant even ask ?? tsk .. Crious shit uhh ..

2009-07-02T19:24:00.002+08:00

School as usual .. Boredom . Must read Totto-Chan book . tsk . Well went to kart's blog . I was happy when i read her blog . Dunno why , but i just wana noe wheter she's having fun at there .. Again , misz her . Kart !! What did u bought fer us ?? lol . Well i forgot when are u coming back ?? Cnferm u misz Aust bile u come home eyh . lol .

2009-06-23T16:11:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to say . Bby i dont understand which name do u wana use . 'Pendek ? Barney ? Oscar ?' Which one eyh ? I think i prefer Oscar . lol . U noe why ? Go think urself . But den , i love our new name . ' LuckyOscar' 0_-

Bby , i love u .

Can i have the old us back ??

Where is our 070808 ??

2009-06-22T12:49:00.005+08:00

Fuck my lyfe .. No one even cares bout me . Fuck everyting . Im useless to you .. Do u think u need me ?? Everyday , yeah u can hurt my feelings . But think .. Who am i to u ?? Maybe i can put trust on u again&again . But will u treasure it ?? Now stop everything . I cant stand it anymore . Maybe my looks doesnt show u how much hurt my feelings is . I just wana keep it inside coz i noe u dont wana listen to it .. Nah , its okayy . The more i tell u , the more u will hurt my feelings . If u think that dayat is so fucking important to u ?? Guess what ?? He had ruin our relationship fer 2 weeks . Does that seems to care to u ?? I dont think so . Then wat the fuck ???!!! Bcoz of that bloody bitch , u both lyke the number 090609 ?? Which is important ?? 070808 or 090609 . Heyy , then wat bout me ?? Even u tell me wat ?? The song of 'Kehadiran Mu' is fer no one .. Are u sure ?? Fuck luhh . Maybe i can be patient to u . But not fer long .. Just think . Yar , i love u lyke hell . Lyke last tyme u did .. But wat about now ?? Also u have your own MSN & u didnt even want to tell me ??!! Crious shit uhh !! U can hide anything from me luhh . But i will noe it sooner .. And also u ignore 'LuckyBarney' . But u got ur own name 'Pendek' . Ape maksod ?? Tho i cry fer u everyday , but i cry inside my hartx .. Even now im posting i wana cry . Coz everything , everyday u hurt my feelings so much . Now , fair is fair . Enuf is enuf . Let bigonce be bigonce pleasee ):

Bby , i really want u to noe that i love u so much .

Just stop everything that u did to me .

Its enuf . I cant stand it anymore . Stop hurting me )':

2009-06-10T16:25:00.003+08:00

I thought u had realise your mistake of how u've treat me .
But im wrong . Everytyme that i ask or want to know something , means i wana
know more bout u . You dont even tried your best to change just fer me .
How long should i wait till u've change ? Since our 3rd month
i ask u to change . Im there to wait , but till when ??
But did u tried ?? Did u ever think how would
i feel if u never change ?? You even forget what you've said or promise
to me when we both were together or even not yet together . Why
do you always have to denied on me when i want to
talk things out ?? Have u ever think that we dont even understand
each other ?? Or either its you that dont understand me . Im not
saying that i dont trust you when u said that you love me or you need me
or either u care bout me . It is just that u didnt show me fully . When
you say something , did u ever think wheter it would hurt my feelings
or either is it harsh to say that to me ?? You seems to care , love & need
me .. You even show it to me . But you only show it on the outside of me .
But what about the inside ? Did you think ? Everytyme we
quarrel , did u ever put your sympathy on me ? Im not
asking you to do all this . But this is me . You even know that if i cry ,
i could get fever . And when i cry , did u ask me to stop ?? Yeah , maybe .
But how many times ? Once or twice that you ever ask me to stop
crying . But when i didnt put my concentration on you to say
stop crying . What did u ever do ? Give up !! Why do u always have to give
up on everything that you do to me . And even when you are mad & when im talking to you , & i keep talking to you . Did u even bother ? You just let me talk alone . That would pissed me off . You even know that if i keep talking & talking i cant barely breath properly . But did u care bout that ?? And when u ask me to change . How long isit that u wait fer me to change ?? Only about a week ryte ?? Did u bother bout that ? Also when we had stop quarreling , i would start talking to keep u understand how i feel . But
what will u do ? You even said that i talk alot , ask me to stop talking & also u put your hand infront of me and saying stop talking . Where is your fucking manner ??

You know how much i love you .
But it seems you dont bother to care .
I dont even know what else to say to keep
you understand , when we are facing this kind of problem.

2009-06-08T22:42:00.003+08:00

What an impressive day . Today am totally not bored
at all . Morning ate Gado-gado . Watch TV fer awhile .
After that went to sleep . Woke up at 530 & ate again .
Then surf the net . Totally not bored , not busy , things happen
at the right time . Today everything went smoothly .

While im surfing the net . Anesya was cleaning up
her wardrobe & what caught my attention is the past
pictures . She saw a picture of my mummy & daddy which
she was also in that picture too . Okaayy mummy face looks "fierce"
& daddy face looks "kewl" . haha . But it was kinda sad that
they were not together anymore . I was about to cry when i
was looking at that picture . But i pretend to laugh . tsk . Hate it .

Okayy . Daddy i hope u change before mummy
fine a new husband . You just went to the wrong path .
You even listen to ur friends . You are easily get influence .
You dont need your friends or so called "gerlfriend" to
cheer you up . You have a family , last tyme , we can cheer you up .
Please be mature . At ur age having fun "outside" ??
Puhh leaseee . That is over fer you .

Daddy , you know how much i love you .

And i really need you in my lyfe .

Please come back to us . You may

thought that we dont love you or need you .

But actually you are everything to us .

All i can say is ' i love you always ' .

2009-06-07T16:54:00.003+08:00

Okayy , i love you ! I think this 10 month
would be just great fer us . As also we cant even get to
celebrate . But i think its okayy to me . We had spend alot of
tyme together . And it was lyke everyday meeting you . That would not
mind if we dont celebrate fer this month ryte ?? Well , celebrate
every month ?? Nah .. Just wait till the 12 month & that is our 1st year . Then we
could celebrate & celebrate ..

Well , i misz my friends . Basically i lost my timetable
fer my holi classes .. Damn shit where does it goes . tsk .
Again ,, i hope i could get a day to go out with my friends & catch
a movie .. But this holi ?? All went busy . Tho , im busy too . tsk ..
Alryte den .. Nthn better to do .

Okayy , its not that nthn better to do .. Now ,,
criously just go away . You dont need me .. Give up .. You are just wasting your tyme .
Having your own blog ?? & not telling me ? Thanks . Tell everything to
your b.friends . tsk .. Being sweet in phone calls & messages ?
lol . Not my type .. Now go have your own lyfe & blog .
Ouhh ,, I ferget . You already have your own blog .
Just dont view my blog & read whats happening .
Bullshit !!

2009-06-05T17:28:00.003+08:00

Basically , been lazy+busy to update my blog . Just cant wait to go overseas

with Baby & Relatives . Its been a week im

sick .. And guessing when am i gona recover . Again just never turn up fer my

holi classes . And also Ncc . Not bcoz of lazy aite .. But sick&tired . Last week its Part A camp . Quite fun but just bcoz im sick ,, my fun doesnt come up so high .. URRGHH ..

Well tomorrow going to Roller Blade & basically i dont even knoe how to blade . Thought of going Ice Skating . But the place is renovating . tsk . Bored ..

Next week , its Spec Course . Damn im terrified . I just dont wana

go but i think i have to . tsk . I just hate camp after

being 15 . hah , doesnt make sense . lol .

2009-05-25T15:49:00.002+08:00

Okayy , tis is the bag that i really want .. Nice tk ??
It coz only 69.90bux . But i have to save up money
ferst . But also i have to save money fer other else ..
Well , i hope i can get tis ASAP .. & Nike Mary Jane
.. tsk .. All tis things are jz calling me out loud ..
Damn it ..

2009-05-24T02:19:00.003+08:00

Yeaah , today went out to celebrate my Belated
Burfday .. My burfday was long tyme ago ..
Went out with Anesya & Nas . Ate Sakura at Far East & then
watch Angels&Demons .. That movie was really interesting .. You shud
watch .. It was a damn good story .. Tho , the movie start at 645 &
end at around 9+ . Okayy ,, that was long . But that story got
me scared . Just because the movie was more on the Catholic Religious .
The sound effect is damn loud & that makes me terrified ..
After wathing movie .. We went to Wisma ,, & Anesya bought
me a Cotton On flat shoe . Wow ,, i loike ..
Okayy ,, got tired after all of it . & we went back home
but not my cck crib .. But to Anesya crib .. Yeaah , today was totally fun
& tomorrow me & Anesya is gona paint her room . (=
It got to be fun ..!!

2009-05-18T16:24:00.004+08:00

160509 sorry i didnt went out with you coz

my relative have bought fer me a ticket to

millenia school . I thought it is that important ..

But went i reach that school .. Ouh gosh ,, it

was a carnival . If i knew it was a carnival i

would probably went out with u . But why did

everytime ppl have to spoil our plan . Well i guess ,

i have to wait till June holi , since ill be going to ur crib &

sleepover there.

Ytd , i went to Marina & bought MNG t-shirt

& MNG bermuda short .. After that wen to bugis & bought

2 sleeveless & 1 cardigan . Well , why did ytd i neva went out with you ??

Why didnt our plan was ytd ?? hmmpf .

2009-05-15T15:10:00.008+08:00

Nah kart .. Gmbr aku da ltak !!

Well today i was having physics

& core geog paper .. Okayy fuck !! I did wrong on

the ferst question . Wahh so dumb .. My head was totally in pain

when i wana recall wat ive study . But now ,, take

a rest lady !! Exam is over . Theres no need to be stress anymore .. :p

Btw , Happy 9th month anni' to Jun & Susu ..

May u both everlasting ... (:

2009-05-14T15:18:00.005+08:00

All i need is LOVE from my beloved BFF .

3 years we have been together & nothing is getting us seperate .

But criously i have no intention to hurt any of u gurls .

But if u think i did it , im really sorry . I

didnt meant it at all ..

Alryte then ,, thats all i wana say . ;p

2009-05-12T17:34:00.007+08:00

Thanx to all my friends & family fer giving me the presents ,

i love it all alotz .. Well , 15 hah ??

haha ..

So fast .. Okayy same as baby !! hahaha ..

Okayy ,, i got 30 bux , shade frm mum , cookie

monster shirt & pink roses frm baby ,

a bunch of red roses , 3 fake flower ,

2 box of chocolate , Cookie monster . WOOHOO !!

But baby says he still wana give me presents .. Lets

see wat he wana give . lols

2009-05-08T17:19:00.006+08:00

Today , friends & i went to celebrete my burfday in advance . Fun is fun

but something just caught me into frustrated .. Well ,

wat to say . Tanx to the special cake . I love it .. But sorry

that i didnt eat that cake so much . I was having some sore throat pain .

Btw , Happy 9th Month annivesary to Kart&Faz .

Ytd , ytd ytd ,, FIGHT !!!

Bukan fight wiff minahrep but wiff him ..

Haiyo . Sorry i hate fighting .

Not my thing to do . Just now farah went to use my

shade .. But it look great on her . I loike !! lols

Btw Happy Belated 9th month annivesary to Baby !!

ily !! (:

2009-04-23T18:17:00.009+08:00

Wah wah wah ..

This few days ,, ppl always think that they are "so" right .. Whatever it is ,, u aint that mature .. I just cant believe that somebody ,, which is " a brother & sister " ,, want to beat me up .. Thou ,, their age was 20+ . OMG .. Doesnt that makes sense ??

Urgh ..

Wana beat me up ?? Come ,, i beg u to try ..

U both look "mature" but wana find problem & beat a gurl like me ?? Which im 15years & im not in any wrong situation .. Whatever !!! Sucha loser ..

Well ,, frend , im not trying to embrassed ur siblings ,, but u shud know the

situation .. Now ,, stop talking bout tis .. See what will they do ..

Okayy ,, ytd was atok burfday !!

HAPPY BELATED BURFDAY ATOK !!

Well , ytd we went to his place & celebrate they ..

Thou ,, they order pizza .. But i dont kinda eat pizza so much ..

But well ,, i just took quite alot of spicy chicken & eat it ..

But pizza ,, i didnt eat it at all .. lols ..

Okayy luh ,, imy bebeh ..

2009-04-20T19:44:00.007+08:00

Today ,, we went crazy juz bcoz we talk bout someone .
Again today ,, we had NCC foot mutual test .. Hopefully ,
i pass . Thou we are goin to Indonesia on the June holiday . Yesh .. So exiciting we get to go overseas together with my own friends ..

In english class ,, we have nthn better to do then taking crazy pix from the Mac lappy .. Okayy ,, its fun actually .

2009-04-19T18:02:00.003+08:00

Todayy , wen to cut my fringe . Wow ,, at last .

I had been keeping my fringe too long ,, till it looks so horrible ..

Now ,, theres new me .. (: lols
After that wen to the nex shop to alter my new school skirt ..

Well ,, to me it is not that short .. But baby was mad coz he thinks that it looks short .

hmmpff ..

Again ,, wen to IMM & shop at Daiso .. hahas .

Did some stupid stuff . lols

Now , havent did my homework yet & tomorrow im

having NCC foot mutual test .. Urgh ..

Hope that i past .. Again ,, no confidince in myself ,, den how ??

lols

Well , ytd im sorry i didnt get to help you ..

Its bcoz my mum dont let me go out so far .. Coz ,,

im sick .. I dont think that im really2 sick ,, but thats the way she thinks .. ):

Not You !!

2009-04-17T17:11:00.007+08:00

Today ,, didnt went to Ncc . Not bcoz im lazy ,, but im juz sick ..

Went to Bb poly wiff boify .. That poly was really taking so long ,, about 2hours

we hav to wait .. Urgh ,, pissed off .

But luckily , we have Raja Lawak video in our hp to entertain us ..

lols . (:

The total payment was 9.70bux seyy . Neva had that expensive charge before ..

lols ,, of coz , the charge for consultion was 4.80bux , urine feme was 4.20bux & medicine was only 0.70cent . Wah piang ,, i only get 9 pills in the small lil bottle ??

Okayy ,, lokek name tuh ..

hahs ..

Okayy ,, now i kinda misunderstood ..

Why friends smetymes come&go ?? Why do they hav to betrayed their own friend ??

Is that friends or wat ??

Maybe i did do that .. But not now okayy ..

Coz i had feel how badly the hurts ,, before . & i wont be doing it again ..

Well as i believe the word KARMA ..

lols ..

Juz have to follow the flow in my lyfe .. Thou , juz dont show me

some attitude uhq .. Maybe i can help ,, & will help .

But dont juz ignore us . I will just do anything to my friends ..

Well ,, maybe to let my friends understand ,,

i aint reffering to anyone ??

Juz have the feel to post it ..

2009-04-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

" Thanks alotz " to her for making me ashame tis morning . U make me pissed off . Jus bcoz of my own other classmate attitude that she showed to u ,, u let ur anger out over me & nurfa . What is that for ?? Thou , u were trying to find out our mistake & scold us ??? haha , buat lawak uhq tuh cekgu . Dok diam2 sdah .. Atleast , my skirt is a hipster , but its still long okayyyyy ..... Ade fhm ??? Not lyke the others eyyyyy .....

2009-04-15T16:13:00.010+08:00

yesh , ily .

Im sory i didnt wish u . But i didnt purposely dont wanna wish u .

But whose burfday that i wish to .? Im really damn sory i didnt wish u . But i hope u noe that u are always be inside my mind .. :(

Well , few days pass . Im not sure why people react so weird .

Urgh damn ...

I only wish that i cud stay around the EAST side & not the WEST side . Coz i dont quite understand some ppl in this side .. Well , some ppl always think that they are ''so called'' mature but they always say , but not showing that they are ''so called'' mature . LOL . Fuck that kind of ppl ..

Jyeah , guess wat ???
Ytd wen to skul & OMG Mdm Azizah told me i got a bursary ... haha !!
Shocking seyy ... Thou , i will be getting 120bux siok ..
So glad of myself . LOL ...